missing home, missing my father

Ever since I came to the US, I haven't missed home due to my ignorance of the importance of family. Now, I almost for the first time, I miss my dad. I don't think I ever thought highly of him although he's a great man. He's a great loving caring father. He takes a great responsibility to take care of his family. How could I ever lost my mind! I will probably not see my parents for long although my father has been saying that he will live above 100 years old. Why not going back to S. Korea, spending time with them? Family matters the most! Family, family, and family!!! Get it? (Oh, I'm talking to myself, so don't worry if you're reading my blog. I'm not yelling at you.)