Monday, April 23, 2007

Whenever you feel weak, start writing...

My honest story of myself:
I realized that my life has been smashed and destroyed by myself, not demon or evil spirit.
No. No. Every negative events and habits have been done and formed by me.

Sitting on my couch, I'm thinking who could save my soul and life. How can I get out of this terrible stage of my life? I've been watching porn and all sorts of weird videos through YouTube and I haven't gone to church for two weeks so far. Who could save me?

Right now, I feel so depressed and unmotivated because I'm trying to grade PowerPoint class but it's hard to get through the reference material.

I need to learn how to be a good father or a good mate. I also need to learn language but there's nothing I'm doing for those education. My spirituality has been shrunken and now I don't feel living. My source of energy has been stopped because I haven't been feeding it.

I don't have much time for doing it.
Please save me....save me... please...

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