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You learn about life when you start writing. This place is for my and my readers' growth. Struggling with ideas...
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Steve Jobs, to be the best...
15 hour management after 9 working hours
당신이라는 경영자가
당신 자신에게 부과하는 시간은 하루 24시간이다.
당신은 회사의 종업원으로서는 9시간만 일하면 되지만,
자기 인생의 경영자로서는
나머지 15시간까지도 경영할 수 있어야 한다.
- 니시무라 아키라의《새로운 시간의 발견 퇴근 후 3시간》중에서 -
at my personal space, after meeting with my advisor
Well, I can bring up many things, but most of all I haven't been an independent thinker. I didn't think of my life as the one that I need to take care of to be a good steward. I've been thinking that someone will take care of me someday as my mom and dad have contributed in my life. They have supported me with college tuition, advices, prayers, and almost every need. In every possible way, I have been dependent on them financially, mentally, and emotionally. Now is the time, although it seems late, to start thinking independence.
While sitting on a toilet for a while, God struck me with his gentle guidance.
What is my status in academics, finances, mental strength, relationship, and spirituality?
I'm going to take each one into account, and start figuring out my current positions and solutions for them.
thoughts about life
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Monday, October 16, 2006
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
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Monday, October 23, 2006
several different events
At my Brookside worship service, Pastor Paul shared his waitering experience with a top-end restaurant. When he was working there, the manager of the restaurant taught him what to bring even before his customers know what they want; for example, he can warm coffee even before they know their coffee gets cold or empty. Now, it's my turn to apply this concept to my life (an expletive, oh,...).
Event 2. your prayers make differences
Philip Yancey, the author of Prayer, What's So Amazing About Grace?, Where Is God When It Hurts?, and a lot more, came to Calvin three days ago. I was sitting undercroft at Chapel paying attention on his speech. I wasn't really surprised by his speech maybe because I grew up in a Christian family (my mom has been a faithful Christian). However, his personal reflections questionnaire on prayer reminded me important rituals that I've been forgetting: prayer.
Questions starts with this: 1. On average, how much time do you devote during a day to prayer? What would you like that answer to be? (I would say less than an hour but more than 10 minutes since I spent several minutes at least for repentance; I'd like to make it to about thirty minutes a day because I would like to have an intimate relationship with my Creator, and without spending a significant time with Him, I probably cannot have a deep relationship let alone with growth.)
2. On a scale of 1 to 5 (with one being best), how would you rate your general satisfaction with your prayer life? (I'd say 3 (moderate) because I am in lukewarm stage.)
3. If you could ask one question of God about prayer, what would it be?
(I'd ask Him that how He would respond to an unrighteousness person's prayer. Would He listen?)
4. Think of a person you know who ranks as a "prayer warrior," one who keeps close communion with God. Why did they come to mind? What is it you admire about that person? (The warrior is my mom because I've been watching her prayer life. I admire her close relationship with my Father. )
5. Can you think of a time when God surprised you with an unexpected or very welcome answer to prayer? When? And what about unaswered prayer: What's your deepest longing in prayer that hasn't yet been met? (When I was an elementary student, I almost got hit by a truck. I think God saved by making me hit a electricity pole instead.)
Well, enough being said for now. I better finish grading my prof's IDIS class.
PS) Event 3. Attending Jewish Music Concert at Congregation Ahavas Israel, a Jewish santuary Event 4. My Brookside Discovery class